don't be so hard on yourself, you were just a kid 🅴
i'm sitting in our living room chair, the comfiest one in the room. i'm watching minecraft videos from an old channel you use to watch religiously back then. i feel peace.
(this music is so calming by the way, you have really nice taste.)
maybe i was too hard on you back then. in reality, you weren't that bad. you were the best.
i'm sorry for ever doubting you. i mean it. not like the others, i mean it. i don't really have that much to say, you know we aren't the best with feelings. that shit is for the birds.
we also curse too now, the forbidden language. we started a long time ago though, it wont be before long. i don't know why, but we started. and it's fucking awesome.
there's a lot you go through, there's a lot of challenges to overcome. trust me. you'll get through it though, you always have.
one day, there will be another version of us. a stronger, more mature, more customized version of us that's either moved out or stopped giving a fuck about parental validation. and that version of us will be the truest version of us thus far. the best version of us. the best version of me. i love you jj, that's not our name anymore.